I'm Pregnant

[.Spectator]

Fuck I didn’t know all this time…I’m now in my 4th month of pregnancy and just barely found out.

I am….really scared. My son hurt me really bad and I’m afraid to tell anyone for fear of what might happen. I’m in a lot of pain and already feeling Braxton hicks. I don’t know what to do and I need help

[.Spectator]

There is a deep heaviness inside
As I say goodbye to you
Gone before you arrived you don’t know how much I love you
Like loving a dream you’ll be forever a notion
Like an idea that passed as fast as it came
You’ll forever be my poetry in motion
As I prepare to kill you
I also die in the process
A million tears of sorrow
And a river of sadness
A life taken before it’s time, they say we’re better off for it
But we’ll never know will we?
A hole never filled and a heart permanently broken
A million ways my heart is heavy
You can die and go away but you’ll never be far from me
I cannot bear to hear them turn the vacuum on
So I’ll pull up a chair and ram it into you instead
Better off that way
I’ll do it myself instead
Here we go, please forgive me
You aren’t missing anything
This life is anything but free

[Simon PayntonParticipant]

That’s very moving, Belle.  Don’t get hurt.

[PopeBeanieModerator]

imho fwiw it still has less awareness than a salamander. If it even has a soul, then it belongs to God, who’s got everything figured our already, anyway. Don’t let people who claim to know what God wants mess with your well being or mental health. Stay strong.

[Gregg R ThomasParticipant]

If I could get you a hug, I would.

Gregg

[physeterParticipant]

I’m so sorry Belle :'(

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