I still dream too much about what’s possible, and feel incompetent in not being able to make enough happen. Weird thing is, I’m still getting better at the positive attempts. I.e. I can be just as cynical about myself as I am about others, but when I step back for perspective I can still understand that it’s all the result of “human nature”, whatever that is and becoming.
So I feel in the middle of optimism and cynicism too, but still almost always feel less in touch with reality than I’d like to be.
