I’m leaving you forever
You failed me and lied to me
You promised you knew better
It was all a bunch of mindless chattering
You wasted years of our precious life
Revolving in circles only adding to our already enormous strife
Each and every one of you acted like you cared about me
But your smiles and emphatic reassurances ended up being shallow and empty
Because now I’m still here, alone without answers
I’m tired of reaching out for “right” answers only to feel like I’m still backwards
But if there’s one thing I’ve learned in these past 5 years of fighting
It’s that I’m as gangster as they come and my son’s right behind me
We don’t take shit from nobody
And that includes you
So you can take your credentials and get the fuck out
I’m completely done with you. We’re through
I’m not adding another dollar to your bank account
You drained mine completely
When you were hired to make things better
You watched me drown into nothing
But what you don’t know about me is what happens when I’m angry
My tolerance is tested and I’m letting my wrath speak for me
Nobody fucks with my baby
You had your chance and you fucked up royally
You call yourself a professional?
You’re just another wound I now carry
Because of you we are once again left with nothing
I did all that you said. I did absolutely everything
So fuck off and go away
Schools. Therapists. Programs. Advocates. Institutional Agencies Public Aid
You can kiss my ass and have a nice day
I’m never trusting anyone again
I’m done relying on anyone else
My only source of guidance lies within
I’m exhausted. I’m tired
You failed me
You’re fucking fired
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