I didn’t realize what I was getting into. At the time it seemed like the most natural thing in the world and now….the layers of complexity complicate it all. There is no easy answer. No way people won’t get hurt. No guarantee of safety. No way to know if there will or won’t be a successful outcome. Everyone I know is pretty against me. No one is truly supportive. Many people have told me to RUN the other direction…………………………
But I can’t.
I couldn’t live with myself if I did.
So no. I’m not backing down
I am taking on one of the biggest threats and challenges to my recovery I’ve ever faced. Everything about this scenario screams “RUN”
but I can’t.
I just can’t
I can’t run or back away. I’m IN this.
But im gonna need to buy a gun! Lol
