toddayoung

[toddayoung]

To believe in Jesus? Is like the lowly Private Solder is in charge of the War & he is trained to lead the armies? Then to be told that even the unforgivable sins that are committed daily by all Earthlings. Can be forgiven? Nope. My Grand mother RIP. Was the most Christian person I have ever known. My ex mothers in laws both said that My whole family is going to hell for our un godly lives? There sins from lies to murder all 10 commandments broken & they are judged to have repented? So they have a free pass to the afterlife? I think not. But I am a horrible person as judged by the little old ladies? I give up. Sorry I just don’t believe that Jesus is the one to believe in. He was sent down by his father to teach us? We still have a lot to learn.

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Well I am still here & confused by the things taught to us as children & now I am a senior citizen. Shocked at the Me or Millennial generation. Never have I seen such rude & cruel children. I was at a event & those Guys of this generation wandering around in packs. Looking at cell or ipad? Walked into ladies & the language offended me. How do Females pick a mate any more? I tried the Gods way & Mans way. Now in the middle of a difference of opinion as to how I should live? I listen to God & The Doctors. I took the medicine for Chemo. Dasatinib 100 mg a day for 90 days. The last 3 blood test are with in normal limits. So after a week of nose bleeds & seeing my Primary Doctor. I stopped the Sprycel. She is in agreement with 2 other Doctors. I have a underlying condition that should have been treated before starting Chemo. I still am worried about what is going on in my body. I pray. Not sure if anybody is listening. I lost my faith in any thing or God. I am not sure if this is another trial of, “The Lord God works in mysterious ways?” Seems like I always get good or bad in threes? I give. That is were I found Atheists are more in line with what I am feeling. Wish me luck at next Hematology appointment. Or am I just going to suffer the Cancer & Die? Will the virgins be waiting for me? Will I get judged? Or is the bright light the last Fireworks before your life end & no soul to live for eternity? I just want to see my Mom RIP again. I am sure she knows that what has happened after her suspicious (to me) death. I am just not sure if life is worth living? The end is near & a congressional commity will decide if the end of life as we know it, Collusion with a planet killer or a Mouse that Roared. Kill us all off? Global warming seems to be doing just fine killing off Earthlings.

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I agree Simon Paynton. I thought I was the only one who felt this way.

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Thanks for your reply. Were can I find more information? I have been diagnosed with Leukemia. Not sure how long I will be in this life form. Just want to be on right path to join my relatives before me. If that is even possible. All 3 of my daughters to go off religion. They have become Wiccan’s or Pagans. Not sure of the exactly what the old way of beliefs they finally ended up. My dear departed friend told me to find a Shamin to be cleansed? That I have been cursed by them. Oh well I have followed the Atheist page ever since I had a computer to internet. Thanks again for your help.

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I am confused. The over play of Religious Movies & Music over the holidays. I was supposedly taught the catechism of Christians all those years ago. Now all I thought I knew about religion & Atheist? Is gone. The movie is supposedly a story taken from Bible of the world wide flood & the events leading up to it. The supposed teaching Adam & Eve & off springs a lesson for sins? I need some help finding the Atheist version of the Great flood to kill off the 10 th generation of people on earth. Keeping a male & female pair of animals to repopulate Earth.  My question of how we came to be the population on Earth. How does this virgin birth & only Female is Eve. Adam & Eve had only Males. So is this Eve having sexual relations with her sons? Then it goes on to say that Fallen Angels become watchers of the Population to carry out Gods? Work? To be forgiven & to ascend to Heaven to sit with the 3 in 1 God. Watchers actions are forgiven? Divorced from God? I am if the story is changed or to suit the current Christian agenda? What really happens when we all die? I have distanced myself from religions after being told I was not a Christian by a Fundamentalist Mother in law. I thought I was on the right track for a good life. I give up on all this so called end times are here? Global Warming is killing the Planet. I am just so confused by News & the fake news. Help me Please?

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