TheEncogitationer
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Sunday School February 25th 2024 in the forum
Sunday School 2 years, 3 months ago@The Enco
Thank you but honestly I really mean what I said and in an empowering way. Iâm a warrior now and I honestly wouldnât have it any other way.
My biological Mom died today 😢
But Iâm SO grateful that I knew her and knew the story of where I came from. People take that for granted. And I am who I am because of her probably more than anyon…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Sunday School February 25th 2024 in the forum
Sunday School 2 years, 3 months agoIâve learned the best way is to give out the âDonât fuck with me vibe.â I keep everyone at a distance now I donât trust anyone. Iâve also learned that there is no such thing as any sort of âreal criminal justice.â The only thing you can count on is you to protect you. You have to be a warrior in this world. Safety is an illusion and a lie. Ther…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic So, why is the presidential race Trump's to lose? in the forum Politics 2 years, 4 months ago
As soon as I can afford it Iâm moving to (insert foreign country here). The US is destined for civil war. You heard it here first folks 😂
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Belle Rose replied to the topic So, why is the presidential race Trump's to lose? in the forum Politics 2 years, 4 months ago
The stupidity of our nation continues to really piss me off. Iâm still banging my head against the wallâŚ..REALLY?!?!?âŚ..we are insistent upon hitting the self-destruct button.
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Attn Vegans, that tomato is saying "Don't eat me!" in the forum Science 2 years, 5 months ago
@Enco unfortunately not đ sheâs malingering her way towards dismissal and theyâre falling for it đ
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Attn Vegans, that tomato is saying "Don't eat me!" in the forum Science 2 years, 5 months ago
@unseen aaaahhhh!!!! That is TOO COOL!!!!! I knew plants could talk 😂
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 8 months ago
I can think of reasons your therapist wouldnât want you to vent in sessions depending on her modality.
that must be it then. Itâs called cpt cognitive processing therapy I think. Thatâs probably why. Does it work? Or is it another huge waste of time and money like so many bandaid fixes are lolâŚif itâs legit maybe Iâll give it a go
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 8 months ago
After months on a waiting list I finally got in with a so-called trauma therapist and itâs bullshit. I donât think therapy is going to help. She actually told me âthis is not a place to vent.â If I canât vent to a therapist what the hell am I paying her for? She has all these stupid worksheets that doesnât help deal with my questions and the dec…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 9 months ago
Safest out of the options available to you.
So far the options available are very disappointingâŚ.itâs really crazy.
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 9 months ago
Does your work at least offer benefits so you can get support to help manage the stress and navigate the whole situation?
Thankfully yesâŚ.hoping they donât give up on me. My attendance lately has been less than stellar
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 9 months ago
So do what keeps you safest
What keeps me safest is her getting the help she needsâŚ.And it doesnât seem like thereâs a way for that to happen. And itâs got me stressed out to the point where itâs affecting my job. Because itâs affecting me bad.
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 9 months ago
UPDATE: She was transferred to a psychiatric hospital for âcompetencyâ restorationâŚ.and she called me from the hospital. We talked. I donât know what to do. I have nowhere to turn right now for âgoodâ advice. To treat as a hardcore criminal, or a psychiatric patient? It seems to me like keeping her in the hospital is definitely the most humane…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 11 months ago
It was most definitely premeditated attempted murder
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 11 months ago
Supposedly sheâs been found âincompetentâ and is awaiting transfer to a hospital for competency restoration. In this state there is a long wait list. People have sued and WON over it. Because it IS a violation of constitutional rights what they are doing. Right before this last hearing she called from jail (breaking the no contact order…[Read more]
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Belle Rose started the topic Victimâs Remorse? Or something else? in the forum Advice 2 years, 11 months ago
My former partner tried to commit murder/suicide. She didnât succeed in killing me.
People have been saying things to me like, âsheâs where she belongs.â (Because sheâs in jail).
âShe is where she belongs.â
I donât know why but that just completely rubs me the wrong way. No one belongs in a cage. However, our society thus far has failed to f…[Read more]
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Belle Rose started the topic This is not normal in the forum Small Talk 3 years ago
I have recently become aware of how often I have to think/worry/ponder/safety plan around gun violence. Not just for myself but especially for my teenager. Itâs not normal to have to think and worry about these things, but it occupies my mind every day.
Growing up there were a lot of things I had to worry about. Gangs. Drugs. Being a…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Sunday School June 11th 2023 in the forum
Sunday School 3 years agoSo yeah, more actual data would be amazing.
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Sunday School June 11th 2023 in the forum
Sunday School 3 years agoMy 2cents:
My entire life I was always in relationships with men. Never attracted to women whatsoever. Not sexually, I had lots of female friends but I never wanted to date any of them.
Then one day I met âthat woman.â She was more âlike a guyâ than a woman. I never laughed harder with anyone in my life. We had a vibe together like a motherf…[Read more]
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Is it time to bring back lobotomies? in the forum Small Talk 3 years, 1 month ago
I donât think lobotomies is the cure for that lol
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Belle Rose replied to the topic Nobody saw this coming in the forum Small Talk 3 years, 1 month ago
I absolutely love them!!! Iâm a fan! Thank you for letting us know Unseen!!
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